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I sit here and watch the rain change from clear to dark red. A transformation from water to blood. My skin is tattered and frayed. I have no fear of becoming dead and decayed. For I have been there one too many times. As I lay here on the floor dying, trying to stay alive. In hopes that things will be ok. If things don't get much better, I will be dried inside and decayed tonight.Current Mood: blargh Current Music: Chaos Uk-Police protection
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Lately the days have been ending with drunkeness. Not doing anything but drinking shitloads because my liver loves it. Um the fuckin' lame band decided they wanted to keep it 3 members. So needless to say I'm not playing with them anymore. On another note: This town fucking sucks balls. The women here suck balls. There's too many fuckin' lesbians. I drink to stay sane in this damn place until I leave. The fuckin' end.
And now off I go to smoke.Current Mood: fuckin bored Current Music: Chaos Uk-Kill your baby
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Pull the cord. It's just not worth it anymore. Such a short time and I no longer have my queen. Life has no meaning. Why must it be like this?
Pull the cord. It's just not worth it anymore. A piece of me has died. Laying on the floor like a piece of trash. There's no strength to get up.
Pull the cord.Current Mood: Wanna fuck? Current Music: Dead Boys- Caught with the meat in your mouth
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If you were a beer. I'd drink you dear. I'd drink so much. I can't see clear. What would I do without my beer.
If you were a beer. I'd buy the first round. The next two till you came around. Oh how I love to have my beer.
If you were a beer. I'd take a case. I'd take you out and back to my place. Oh how I wish you were my beer.
If you were a beer. I'd buy the first round. The next two till you came around. Oh how I love to have my beer.
Look at me, I'm dancin', I'm dancin'.
If you were a beer. I'd buy the first round. The next two till you came around.
Oh how I with you were my. God damn I wish you were my. Oh how I wish you were my beer.Current Mood:  tired Current Music: Crash & Burn- Blanks 77
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| » When shit hits the fan |
In a sluggish economy. Inflation, recession. Hits the land of the free. Standing in unemployment lines. Blame the government for hard time.
We just get by. However we can. We all gotta duck. When the shit hits the fan.
10 kids in a cadillac. Stand in lines for welfare checks. Let's all leach off the state. Gee! The money's really great.
Soup lines. Free loaves of bread. 5lb blocks of cheese. Bags of groceries. Social security. Has run out on you and me. We do whatever we can. Gotta duck when the shit hits the fan.
May. 19th, 2004 @ 12:06 pm
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| » Bullshit Politicians |
Every fucking day our cities tell us what they think of justice. They lock the courageous away as the cowards plaster the cracks spreading through the monolith. But if this man isn't freed, the city burns. On this Day of Rememberence let us not kneel and pray for the dead. Let us stand and activate for the living. To rescue those about to die at the hands of Bullshit politicians. Bloated pin-dick motherfuckers. Who bow and curtsy to the seats of power. We'll never learn and nothing will ever change. As long as we stay on this course. Of followers and slaves. I can't believe we're still content. Reshuffling the same old decks. Of kings and queens and faux-democracies. I say we hand it back to the Bullshit politicians. Brick by brick, Wall by wall.....
May. 19th, 2004 @ 12:00 pm
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| » Greed |
Everything you see you always think you need. You are so crazy motivated by greed. You never take responsibility. You only waste your time when you fuck with me. All you do is take you see my hatred grows. Can't take much more I'm about to explode. You'll feel pain like you've never known.
Got enough but you want it all. In it for greed now you're gonna fall. Here we come gonna ruin your day. Time has come it's your turn to pay.
The mighty dollar is your only care. You're movin' up but you're going nowhere. You say you only want to get your share. But you still want more no you won't play fair. You'll never ever quit you won't be denied. You sit and watch your money multiply. To get what you want you'll cheat and lie. But I know- You won't be satisfied. Today is a good day for suffering.
May. 19th, 2004 @ 11:56 am
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| » Killer Creature Double Feature |
This little girl sees the world. Croonin' in the midnight. This little girl is gonna cry. And I'm feeling it closer. And the heart is a world away. The world is falling apart. This little world's living fast. It's a scene from a drive in film. The little world has got a knife. And I'm feeling it deeper. And the heart is a world away. The world is falling apart.
Apr. 11th, 2004 @ 01:28 pm
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| » Saturday Night Creepers |
When it's finally over. Who decides the end? When you know my world lives in lonliness. In our dreams the silence is a fortunes end. And you know the dream lives to save us so come in. In the dark my world lives. And never in your dreams do you come on closer to this. And in the dark remember as you go. We'll be waiting when the night is young and so lonely.
Apr. 11th, 2004 @ 01:25 pm
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| » The Fashion Of Fear |
Knives in the drink. So strange in their command. All my worlds colliding in this space. Knives in the drink. Come creeping in and then. Slow and cruel. Start taking over. And I don't remember this. How I took your life. So lonely baby. Knives in the drink. No safe haven remains. In my world. Till lonliness is near. And here we are now. And the flood is pressing in. It's so cruel. The monster invasion.
Apr. 6th, 2004 @ 01:26 pm
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| » Automation And 321 Ward |
There's a world that's coming into my oracle's sight. So far am I, gone in this submissive state? Meet me in the shadows and you'll be first to know. There's a distant dream that I'm commanding. So why do you choose the stone giant sinking into nothing? Meet me in the shadows and you'll be first to know.
Apr. 6th, 2004 @ 01:24 pm
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| » Helena |
If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs Would you still love me anyway? If you're bound and you're gagged, draped and displayed Would you still love me anyway? Why don't you love me anyway?
Cutting with the knife, blood is spilling everywhere She will be my wife Secondary spine Incisions must be accurate I know just what to do My hands are trembling I can't spare to slip up with this knife
Her beauty so illogical The beast come gliding in Hideous chameleon stripped down to her skin Dance to the burning flame Pleasure exhumes the pain The night bursts into flame Dance Helena... Dance
If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs Would you still love me anyway? There's a spot on the floor where your limbs used to be And I close the door on my fantasies Why don't you love me anyway
Apr. 6th, 2004 @ 11:40 am
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| » Sheet Metal Girl |
I sneak a sniff of her live wire hair. It is bright red with random sparks. My bionic sister teaches me inhumanity. Parting her silver thighs and making love obsolete.
Mar. 11th, 2004 @ 01:30 am
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| » So Close and Yet So Far |
Let me remind you all again. That there is never any room. For any doubt. I feel it in my heart, I shout it out. And if I decide to change my way. It's not because I've found the latest craze. It's just that I've got more to lose this time.
You know that you can count on one thing. I would never let you down. As crazy as this world may seem. The thing that keeps it spinning 'round. Is always there. So close and yet so far.
And you can believe it's true. A reason behind everything I do. A twist that makes it different every time. There are those who say "it's all been done". There's nothing stopping us. From having fun. And that's why I'll be coming 'round again.
You know that you can count on one thing. I would never let you down. As crazy as this world may seem. The thing that keeps it spinning 'round. Is always there. So close and yet so far.
Away- But it gets a little closer every day. And I will hold it in my hand before I die. You know there isn't any way that we can lose. And you don't have to be confused. By hollow words that never mean a thing. When tragic things keep happening. To everyone around you. You don't have to be the same. This is the song that begs to set you free. A sparkle in the night. When we come face to face. Don't close your eyes. Don't ever turn away.
Because the only way you'll ever know. Is if you ever really try. So find out for yourself. Then you won't ever have to wonder why. As crazy as this world may seem. The thing that keeps it spinnin 'round. Is you because you're always there. So close and yet so far.
Always spinning around. You're always there- So close and yet so far
Always there so far.
Mar. 10th, 2004 @ 09:28 pm
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| » You Belong To me |
(I can change anything) You're all alone- Just staring at the phone. As if you're reaching out to dial my number. I hear your voice- I hear you call my name. You know I only want to change your destiny.
You know- You belong to me.
Hang up and then- it rings again. This time I know it's you- No I won't answer. Unplug the phone- I want it to be known. I need a chance to cause a new catastrophe.
You know- You know you belong to me
Mar. 10th, 2004 @ 02:27 am
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| » Bloody blokes |
 You're a Pint of Guinness!
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Mar. 8th, 2004 @ 11:10 am
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| » Crutch of Society |
Don't want to bury my head in the crutch of society. Perverted parent that takes my energy. Sucking me dry with your morals, your threats. Christ, your queen, your politics. Fuckin hypersensitive, super realist humanity. I'm one of your hybred community. Commutes the arsehole of the economy. Watch out, watch out, it's all about. Reversion's setting in, and I can see you. Staring at me with your seizured brain. Trying to put me down the drain again. Well you're too smart, right from the start. I learned it well that the truth will tell. And you're done for, it's what the sun's for. It's what the gun's for, it's what I've come for.
You better run bore, you better run bore. You better run bore, you better run bore. You better run bore, you better run bore.
Mar. 5th, 2004 @ 03:03 pm
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| » Defecaloesiophobia: Fear of painful bowel movents |
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Mar. 3rd, 2004 @ 04:41 am
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